Monday, March 11, 2013

it's a dance in the one

the sickness is finally lifting and i can see again.

121 (One to One)
Satyaa & Pari & Mira

Sunday, March 3, 2013

i open my heart

i've been sick for 2 weeks. in bed, no energy, starting to get angry. how dare this flu invade my body. i'm straining, trying to circumvent, to assert control over the enemy - nature.

right. nature.  i'm lapsing back into an old mindset of fighting what is.

and then, this night, i am awakened by the moon so big and low in the sky, lighting up my room as if it's day. the sound of howling wind. the bigness of the universe and the smallness of my petty struggle. i lay awake letting the light and the wind sweep through me.

and i hear this soundtrack in my head, accompanying my private little middle-of-the-night show.  nature just humming along.  doing its thing.

so what, you big baby.  it's just the flu.

i open my heart.  even to the flu.

Finally Mine
H.O.S.H & Misstress Barbara - Gorge Remix