Friday, March 27, 2009

the world is calling

the sound of van morrison’s "astral weeks" is drifting from the house out to the porch where the three of us are laying on our new daybed, jane across from me and schmitty curled up between us. it’s a perfect blue afternoon and i’ve just pulled “the world” and the happy-rainbow-family 10 of cups for the umpteenth time. jeremie (canada/france) and emelie (france/bosnia) emailed last week, tine (slovenia) earlier this week, yura (ukraine/france) called this afternoon, and zeljko (bosnia) just texted.

what an incredible life i’ve created.

Van Morrison Sweet Thing

my beautiful hosts

Friday, March 6, 2009

schmitty hanuman babaganoush

another perfect moment.

j and i are enjoying snatum kaur's "grace", a little pinot noir, chevre and crackers.  i find myself laughing from the gut, pure joyful laughter as schmitty, both saved and savior, crazy little wild spirit kitty maneuvers around on my leg and leans hard into me. his spirit wraps around me, pure playfulness and simple joy.

schmitty hanuman babaganoush, healer love kitty extraordinaire.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

knocked into consciousness

i think that describes what's been happening for the last year or so. just gettin' knocked into consciousness.

Sunday, March 1, 2009


snatum kaur’s cd grace is playing and i am dis-integrating again. i am atoms, each with its own awareness of and appreciation of the music. an orchestra of awareness so much more rich and layered than the flat dullness of the single awareness of the “integrated” concept of self.

beautiful. thank you.

Snatam Kaur By Thy Grace